Out of Motivation!

At work they have recently started making a lot of changes for us, and on top of these changes they now want me to get qualified in shit that i really could give two shits less about. Well what doesn't help me even in the slightest is that I am going to be getting out of the Navy for sure, there is no longer any ifs ands or buts about this one.

We have these things called perform to serve and on these "evaluations" if you will there is an option that asks what you will be doing when your contract is up with the military and as I am sure you can guess there is the option for getting out. Well when I did my PTS I signed it saying that I am getting out of the military. In other words they caught me in a bad mood and now I no longer have any option to stay in or get out. Guess what, I knew this would be the case too. So now I am trying to get out a year early since the Navy is allowing people to do this for college since it is too full. I figure why should I waste time in the Navy for my last year of my contract? With this option I will now be able to get out in March 9th 2012 instead of 2013! Which if you havent figured out is great news! (for me anyways)

Now having all of that in mind lets jump back to the demotivated part. Where should I feel any kind of motivation to work hard for them or to get all these extra stupid ass qualifications that the Navy wants me to get when they are going to do absolutely nothing of use for me or my "career" that is none existant as it is! And on top of this what sucks even more ass is the fact that they want to get qualified and be able to do maritimes job (oceanography in a sense) where my job and orders are for Aviation! ITS BULL SHIT! How am i possibly going to feel any motivation what do I need to do? Obviously I cant tell them to fuck off (maybe in a lil over a year) but until then I guess I just have to suck it up.

So I guess for this next year I will now have to just suck it up and make sure I can get through a day. What kinda sucks though in that aspect of making it through a day is that there are only a couple things that really help me get through the days. Number one the thought of going home on leave in just a couple of weeks, and Number two is that i get to go hang out with my friends when I dont get stuck working in this god forsacken building! Oh well thats life right? Well if I'm feeling kinda down right now then next theres only one thing that can happen.....Things will start to look up. And hopefully sooner than later!